teh pahit dingin

    keretanya sudah pergi semenit yang lalu ..
    lalu , kenapa kamu masih lari mengejar ?

    hari itu sepatuku berwarna merah ,
    berjalan sepanjang hari dengan lelaki jaket jeans,bersama vodka iceland.
    keringat kita bergantian menyapa bumi,hari itu malam yang panjang ..
    kita masih saja terbahak-bahak dengan tingkah laku setiap orang yang melewati kita..

    sejam yang lalu , di blok satu kereta itu adalah dirimu ..
    yang selalu mengaku kekasih hati..

    bisakah sedikit santai ??
    atau gantilah dengan menjamah lekuk tubuhku !

    Aku sedang tidak memakai daster , lalu apa yang membuatmu pergi naik kereta ?

    Gincu merahku mengalahkan merahnya hatimu ..
    lalu apa yang membuat kita tidak menikmati itu dikamar mandi terminal ?

    kau hanya menciumku dirumah jalan hertasning.
    untungnya tadi malam , aku masih sempat melihatmu tertidur mendengkur.
    aku tertawa sendiri melihat kelucuan yang semu.
    sesekali ku sentuh bibirmu dengan jari tengahku , mungkin kamu tahu alasanya:)
    wangi blue jeans sangat pekat menyengat ..
    atau kamu belum mandi ya?

    ..Tinggalah sejam lagi , sampai rambutku berwarna biru ..
    kamu adalah alasan mengapa hidup ini indah !
    ..bermohon , cerobong asap kereta mulai mengepul , jelas sekali itu menggambarkan suasana hatiku panas dan membuatku sedih .. !
    kembali dan berlarilah bawakan ku manisan . !

    CUKUP ... !
    keretaku mulai menghilangkan jejekmu ..
    aku hanya ingin semua yang terkarang tadi jadi nyata lewat bahasamu ..
    yang masih selalu mengaku kekasih hati !

    kini aku pergi ,
    dengan keranjang kosong ,
    teh yang menjadi pahit dan kini sudah dingin.

    aku hanya ingin berarti , itu saja .

Welcome Berr :D Cheers !

i don't wanna waiting in vain Berr :* haha!

@ LIQUID CAFE , 23 APRIL 2011

http://www.myspace.com/barrylikumahuwaproject 

Be There with BERR & Your BEER , Cheers !

Enjoy it :)

so what ? if im so fat ? ;p

I really don't care about the shape , especially yourself , so? fuck yourself !
I really don't care about the things that are not useful for me!
 

i'm drink & drunk,
having fun & sex,
fat,
smoked ISPOT,
writing poetry,
doing the housework,
unmarried, 
in relationship with someone ,
living with my boyfriend,
could live collectively,
working,
free like a bird,
cooking,
eating,
sleep tight, 
and siding with the happiness :)

 

 I don't want to be a KARTINI like the ones in your head! I don't have to be PRETTY like KEBAYA that you wear today!

so what ? if  I'm so stretchy?
so what ? if  I'm so fat?
I'm still going to be a WOMAN rite ?

I'll still be a woman !
I'll be a mother !
and I'll still be ME as I am!

So what if I'm fat? if there's a reason, I would just nod! and why don't you let me feel like"fat unbridled that's like create my own toast"?it's about HAPPINESS! If you talk about "concerns" of my obesity,like you only wants me to live more healthy, maybe I would agree! but if it's about "STYLE"problems, please GO TO HELL ASSHOLE !!!

  

 
eat a lot
be happy be smart
long life the happiness 
enjoy all that free in this world
and one more thing"yang penting dia cinta"
thats all !

selamat hari kartini :)

Isabel Martínez de Perón

  for Argentina

"Tidak semua negara diperintah oleh Perdana Menteri, oleh sebab itu kami juga memberi tempat spesial bagi wanita pertama yang menjadi Presiden sebuah negara. Di tahun 1974, Isabel Perón dari Argentina menjadi Presiden Wanita Pertama di Dunia."

 

María Estela Martínez Cartas de Perón (lahir pada 4 Februari 1931) yang dikenal dengan Isabel Martínez de Perón adalah Presiden Argentina periode 1974-1976 dan istri ketiga Presiden Juan Perón. Di masa jabatan kepresidenan periode ketiga suaminya, Isabel menjabat sebagai wakil presiden. Setelah suaminya meninggal di kala menjabat, Isabel kemudian menggantikannya sebagai presiden (1 Juli 1974-24 Maret 1976).
Pertemuan itu bermula ketika Juan Peron meninggalkan negaranya dan tiba di Panama. Ketika dalam pembuangan, Peron berjumpa dengan penari (dancer) klub malam di Paraguay bernama Isabel. Perón amat tertarik dengan kecantikannya dan percaya bahwa Isabel mampu mengisi kekosongan hidupnya setelah kematian isteri keduanya, Eva Perón.
Perón kemudian mengajak Isabel bersamanya ke Madrid, Spanyol pada tahun 1960. Negara ini menganut ajaran Katolik Roma yang kuat dan melarang seorang hidup bukan dengan istrinya yang sah. Atas desakan pihak agama, Perón menikah untuk ketiga kalinya pada 15 November 1961. Sebuah pernikahan antara mantan presiden dan penari klub malam yang terpaut umur tiga dekade.
Di Madrid, Perón aktif kembali dalam kancah politik Argentina dan menggunakan Isabel sebagai perantara dari Spanyol ke Amerika Selatan.

"The End"

What were all those dreams we shared
those many years ago?
What were all those plans we made now
left beside the road?
Behind us in the road

More than friends, I always pledged
cause friends they come and go
People change, as does everything
I wanted to grow old
I just want to grow old

Slide up next to me
I'm just a human being
I will take the blame
But just the same
this is not me

You see?
Believe...

I'm better than this
Don't leave me so cold
I'm buried beneath the stones
I just want to hold on
I know I'm worth your love

Enough...
I don't think
there's such a thing

It's my fault now
Having caught a sickness in my bones
How it pains to leave you here
With the kids on your own
Just don't let me go

Help me see myself
cause I can no longer tell
Looking out from the inside
of the bottom of a well

It's hell...
I yell...

But no one hears before I disappear
whisper in my ear
Give me something to echo
in my unknown future's ear

My dear...
The end
comes near...
I'm here...
But not much longer.

 from backspacer album

"Wing"

I was a wing in heaven blue
soared over the ocean
soared over Spain
and I was free
I needed nobody
it was beautiful
it was beautiful

I was a pawn
didn't have a move
didn't have nowhere
that I could go
but I was free
I needed nobody
it was beautiful
it was beautiful

and if there's one thing
could do for you
you'd be a wing
in heaven blue

I was a vision
in another eye
and they saw nothing
no future at all
yet I was free
I needed nobody
it was beautiful
it was beautiful

and if there's one thing
could do for you
you'd be a wing
in heaven blue

and if there's one thing
could do for you
you'd be a wing
in heaven blue

and if there's one thing
could do for you
you'd be a wing
in heaven blue

Strange Is The Song In Our Conversation :)

MONKEY TO MILLIONAIRE 

@ SMANSA , 30 April 2011... :) 

be there guys ... ;)

BETTER -regina spektor -

 

If I kiss you where it's sore
If I kiss you where it's sore
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all

Born like sisters to this world
In a town where blood ties are only blood
If you never say your name out loud to anyone
They can never ever call you by it

If I kiss you where it's sore
If I kiss you where it's sore
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all

You're getting sadder, getting sadder, getting sadder, getting sadder
And I don't understand, and I don't understand
But if I kiss you where it's sore
If I kiss you where it's sore
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all
Will you feel better, better, better
Will you feel anything at all
Anything at all
Will you feel anything at all
Anything at all
Will you feel anything at all
Anything at all...

you

You are the one who makes me happy
When everything else turns to grey
Yours is the voice that wakes me mornings
And sends me out into the day
You are the crowd that sits quiet
Listening to me
And all the mad sense that I make

You are one of the few things
worth remembering
And since it's all true
How could anyone mean more to me
Than you

Sorry if sometimes I look past you
There's no one beyond your eyes
Inside my head wheels are turning
Hey, sometimes I'm not so wise
You are my heart and my soul
My inspiration
Just like the old love song goes

You are one of the few things
worth remembering
And since it's all true
How could anyone mean more to me
Than you ...

W":p

tidak ada deskripsi atau intonasi , hanya ada cinta disana :)
yang hanya ingin saya miliki sepanjang masa  
yang hanya ingin saya cintai setiap hari :)

sekali lagi ,
saya telah memilih dan secara kebetulan , kehidupan seperti inilah yang saya inginkan , dan itu adalah dia :)

127 Hours

A mountain climber becomes trapped under a boulder while canyoneering alone near Moab, Utah and resorts to desperate measures in order to survive 

127 Hours is the true story of mountain climber Aron Ralston's remarkable adventure to save himself after a fallen boulder crashes on his arm and traps him in an isolated canyon in Utah. Over the next five days Ralston examines his life and survives the elements to finally discover he has the courage and the wherewithal to extricate himself by any means necessary, scale a 65 foot wall and hike over eight miles before he can be rescued. Throughout his journey, Ralston recalls friends, lovers, family, and the two hikers he met before his accident. Will they be the last two people he ever had the chance to meet?
Written by Fox Searchlight Pictures  

buat saya,film ini ajaib :)
selain karena film ini diangkat dari kisah nyata,film ini juga masuk nominasi oscar untuk enam kategori dan yang paling penting ajaibnya film ini bisa mengurangi kebiasaan "panik" saya kalau sedang punya masalah :)
dan film ini saya persembahkan juga untuk kekasih hati saya..."kalau mau pergi kemana ajah tolong berkabar yah :p "

Semua adegan,visual,konsep cerita,dan kualitas gambar dalam film ini sangat luar biasa :)
lebih lengkap bisa ngintip disini -> http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1542344/
selamat menonton :)

Let Me Kiss You

There's a place in the sun for anyone
Who has the will
To chase one and I think I've found mine
Yes, I do believe I have found mine

So, close your eyes
And think of someone you physically admire
And let me kiss you, oh
Let me kiss you, oh
                       
I zig-zagged all over America
And I cannot find a safety haven
Say, would you let me cry on your shoulder
I've heard that you'll try anything twice

Close your eyes
And think of someone you physically admire
And let me kiss you, oh
Let me kiss you, oh

But then you open your eyes
And you see someone that you physically despise
But my heart is open
My heart is open to you

You Are the Quarry is the seventh studio album by Morrissey, the former lead singer of The Smiths. The album was released on 17 May 2004.

And i think the great song from this album is "let me kiss you" :)


 

juli

aku bernama januari
tidak suka kenari
dan patah hati...

juli,
apa yang salah pada bulan sebelas ?
mengapa tidak ada lagi mawar bulan november ?
itu berarti dia hanya mencintai january ?

juli,
tolong berhenti membagi tujuh hatimu
aku menjodohkan mu dengan bulan november
tapi , jangan mengkhianati januari !
aku juli , untuk januari

 

juli,
ini bukan januari
ini bukan kenari
dia bukan penari

juli,
ini aku november
aku takkan memahat kayu
aku akan memanggil mu semu ...

juli,
sudahlah
berhentilah
semua hanya untuk januari tanpa kenari
november dan mawar takkan berkhianat

ini aku juli
untuk januari tanpa kenari ...

A celebration of youth, friendship, and the everlasting magic of the movies

A famous film director returns home to a Sicilian village for the first time after almost 30 years. He reminisces about his childhood at the Cinema Paradiso where Alfredo, the projectionist, first brought about his love of films. He is also reminded of his lost teenage love, Elena, who he had to leave before he left for Rome.

mau ku habiskan semuanya !

tanpa sisa sisa

sebentar lagi pagi

kuharap mendung

hujan adalah sepi

matahari adalah panas

persetan dengan kompromi

jantungku takut berhenti kalau berlari

kini kelopak mataku sangat jelek

seperti jalak yang mengakak

persetan dengan birahi

aku kalah ..

tidak mengalah ..

bukan marah ..

mati saja !

marah

marah-marah

marah lagi..

gak tau kenapa?

karena apa?

yah mau saja!

marah-marah

mau apa?

tidak mau apa apa,

jangan dirayu,jangan digombal..

biarkan saja!

marah-marah

tambah marah

makin merah

saya menyerah!

pendek cerita

aku ingin bercinta dengan wipecream,,,

juga dengan musik yang telah kau save diplaylist...

tanpa merkuri,hanya lilin !

alas karpet bludru,oilum tanpa sehelai kain pun !

nafas yang saling bergantian mengejar,tanpa kata,hanya tertawa saat semua terlepaskan...

jilati semua seperti icecream strawberry vanilla

jangan lepaskan tanganmu memegangku !

biarkan aku bahagia !

dan anggap ini bukan sekedar cita - cita

...saling menatap dan aku,,,

menunggu,kamu berjanji...

"kapan ini terulang lagi"?